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Message # 15432.6 Subject: Re: Wetlook on the brain Date: Thu 07/04/05 02:19:49 GMT Name: Victor Email: victor.ivanovich@mail.ru |
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Hello Russ! Hello all wetlook fans! I actually thought of raising this subject myself. I can say that though my life doesn't revolve around wetlook sometimes I feel that I'm getting a little bit addicted to it. What worries me is that I cannot control my passion for wetlook. Here in Moscow we don't often have hot weather (just 2-3 months a year, sometimes less). When the time was right I sometimes spent whole days at the fountains, telling myself that I had to go, I had something else to do, but totally unable to leave the fountain area. Now that I have the Internet, and I even have a quick internet connection. I cannot but visit this forum or other wetlook sites every evening. Not that I neglect my work or health, but sometimes it distracts me from doing something urgent or sometimes I sit up late and feel unwell on the next day. I keep telling myself, that I'll just check the forum to see if there is something interesting, and leave, but I cannot but open all the links. But if I have no money on my internet accout I can do without it and it's O.K. But maybe I'll try to keep from wetlook till summer (I'll have much more free time then than I have now) Maybe this time I'll succeed. Hopefully it'll work this time now that I've told other people about it. So good luck to me.
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In reply to Message (15432) Wetlook on the brain
By Russ - russ@russ.net Wed 06/04/05 16:26:09 GMT Have you ever felt like wetlook is on your mind nearly 24x7 and sometimes your life didn't have to ALWAYS revolve around it? Whenever you go to the beach, hotel with a pool, whenever it rains, when out in the kayak, etc, etc it seems like if you or your mate don't get wet, your day is a total loss, and so you stew and stew all day long trying to figure out what to do, and then end up very frustrated at yourself for being so much in a rut it drives you crazy?!
I went to a Psych a few weeks ago (first time in my life) because I thought it was starting to get the best of me. Sometimes I drive my wife crazy and tell her i'm going through withdrawls if she doesn't get wet soon. Anyway, the Psych says if you withdrawl from something as much as possible, it will eventually fade out of your mind and not be the #1 thing in your mind anymore and it will subside. I'm not sure if I believe it, but he wanted me to try going without for awhile and not thinking about it. I don't think it's possible. It's like an addiction. I can't just blank it out. I worry I might miss some good pics on this forum if I don't stop by every other day or so! I couldn't possibly completely blank it out of my mind. It's been on my mind ever since I can remember, and it's not going away anytime soon. I told him how it has gotten expensive sometimes - I had to have a boat, an 8 person hottub, an above ground pool, now I want a inground pool. Doc says I have a "desire disorder." Did he make this prognosis up or is there even a such thing?
Do you feel this way sometimes? That your whole life revolves around wetlook? I feel that more and more over the years. Sometimes I try to picture myself when I'm 70 or 80 years old and wonder how an old man could possibly be into wetlook. Old men aren't into wetlook, are they? :)
I also wonder how it will be if I ever have children (wife and I have been trying to for years now.) What will my child or children think? Should I bring them up to think its normal and fun? Will they eventually think their dad is a freak?
Doc put me on 150mg and then 300mg Wellbutrin. I don't think i'm depressed, but he said it'll make me feel better :) It definitely seems to do that. Didn't realize I could feel any better than I already do!
Anyway, just thought i'd vent... Interested in if I'm the only one in the world with a "desire disorder"... Dunno if I really want to cure it... Wetlook is too much fun to even think about forgetting...
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