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Message # 15432.3 Subject: Re: Wetlook on the brain Date: Wed 06/04/05 20:31:25 GMT Name: Familiar |
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Your story sounds all to familiar. I myself will admit that I am obsessed, I tend to look at this forum 4-7 times each day a have tried numerous times to stay away from it for as long as possible, and I can stay away from it when I'm busy but lately I don't have much to do so I resort to this forum. I keep saying to myself that I'll stay away however after 2-3 days I come to the idea that it'll be harmless to check it out and so the vicious cycle begins again. I suppose the solution is simple that being to just drop wetlook but I've tried and can't seem to do it, I've also tried making myself belief is that this obsession is normal but its not, it really is a problem. Ohh and btw if you think this won't effect your life well your wrong, I've recently begun having trouble to even speaking to people, all I seem to be thinking about is wetlook, so here's my final stand I have made a decision after seeing this message above from russ that I will go without visiting this site for 1 month, and see what it does for me, so anyone out there wish me luck. |
In reply to Message (15432) Wetlook on the brain
By Russ - russ@russ.net Wed 06/04/05 16:26:09 GMT Have you ever felt like wetlook is on your mind nearly 24x7 and sometimes your life didn't have to ALWAYS revolve around it? Whenever you go to the beach, hotel with a pool, whenever it rains, when out in the kayak, etc, etc it seems like if you or your mate don't get wet, your day is a total loss, and so you stew and stew all day long trying to figure out what to do, and then end up very frustrated at yourself for being so much in a rut it drives you crazy?!
I went to a Psych a few weeks ago (first time in my life) because I thought it was starting to get the best of me. Sometimes I drive my wife crazy and tell her i'm going through withdrawls if she doesn't get wet soon. Anyway, the Psych says if you withdrawl from something as much as possible, it will eventually fade out of your mind and not be the #1 thing in your mind anymore and it will subside. I'm not sure if I believe it, but he wanted me to try going without for awhile and not thinking about it. I don't think it's possible. It's like an addiction. I can't just blank it out. I worry I might miss some good pics on this forum if I don't stop by every other day or so! I couldn't possibly completely blank it out of my mind. It's been on my mind ever since I can remember, and it's not going away anytime soon. I told him how it has gotten expensive sometimes - I had to have a boat, an 8 person hottub, an above ground pool, now I want a inground pool. Doc says I have a "desire disorder." Did he make this prognosis up or is there even a such thing?
Do you feel this way sometimes? That your whole life revolves around wetlook? I feel that more and more over the years. Sometimes I try to picture myself when I'm 70 or 80 years old and wonder how an old man could possibly be into wetlook. Old men aren't into wetlook, are they? :)
I also wonder how it will be if I ever have children (wife and I have been trying to for years now.) What will my child or children think? Should I bring them up to think its normal and fun? Will they eventually think their dad is a freak?
Doc put me on 150mg and then 300mg Wellbutrin. I don't think i'm depressed, but he said it'll make me feel better :) It definitely seems to do that. Didn't realize I could feel any better than I already do!
Anyway, just thought i'd vent... Interested in if I'm the only one in the world with a "desire disorder"... Dunno if I really want to cure it... Wetlook is too much fun to even think about forgetting...
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